Weee!!! Today is a happy happy day, because I finally get to have my own camera!!! Hehe! I'll think up a name soon, for it. Very very happy yo!!! Haha! Alright, I'd better be off to study how to work it. I am really hopeless. Haha! Weeeeee!!!
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Went to the 'pasar malam' just now and after walking around the whole place for about three to four times, I finally decided that I really have nothing to buy and walked back home. Stupid, eh? And you know what? After the Biology class today, I realised that I really need to sit down and read properly. I forgot whatever that I have read previously and to add to that, I can't even remember fully what my instructor said during the previous classes. Damn!

It's like I lost partial of my memory. I think I am already starting to experience amnesia. Also, I lost one page of my notes and I was kind of frustrated because I couldn't find it anywhere in my file. During tuition, my instructor was asking some questions around and I felt utterly stupid because I couldn't answer most of it, if not all. And man, was he patient. He only showed very little of that look of disappointment. Really very little but already I felt like killing myself for not knowing the answer to the questions. Hopefully history does not repeat itself.

I am sorry, sir. I really am.

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I was just listening to 'Last Christmas' by Wham, and it really brings back so much memories of mine, of Christmas. I really miss carolling with La Voce Choir. Sorry to say, although I am a member of Klang Chamber Choir now, carolling with La Voce Choir was nicer and more fun. It was La Voce that taught me the meaning and significance of Christmas and from then on, Christmas holds a totally different meaning from before. It was during the Christmas season that we had the most fun, most enjoyable experience while performing and also hanging out. Every year after I've joined La Voce, Christmas was always celebrated with them.

This year, I'm off to myself. Yes, I feel sad. I thought maybe my longing to spend Christmas with La Voce would be eased by carolling with KCC and spending Christmas with them instead. Alas, the carolling was cancelled. It is not fair for me to miss all the stuffs that I had while I was in La Voce because I am already in KCC now but Christmas is so special! I can't help but to feel really sad because of that. And now I feel like an immature and foolish cretin who only knows how to whine. Damn!
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Right, so I decided to experiment a bit some days ago and considering that this was only the second time that I tried to do the exact shade, I am quite pleased, although it wasn't as dramatic as I would like it to be. Figured what the cause was already though. And for some reasons that I can't even remember, I used subtle lashes instead of the dramatic ones. Here are the photos:







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1. What colour is your toothbrush?
-Blue

2. Name one person who made you smile today.
-Kelly Wong(cousin sister)

3. What were you doing at 8am?
-At Penang, morning market.

4. What were you doing 45 minutes ago?
-Facebook-ing.

5. What was the last thing you had to drink?
-Chinese tea.

6. Who was the last person you sent a message to on Facebook?
-Can't remember. Might be Billy.

7. Ever gone camping?
-Nope.

8. Do you go to church every Sunday?
-Nope.

9. What did your last text message say?
-Glad to learn that. Take care and good night.

10. Where is your father?
-Downstairs.

11. Look to your left, what do you see?
-Stairs.

12. What colour is your watch?
-Blue.

13. What were you doing at midnight last night?
-Sleeping.

14. How old are you?
-Sixteen.

15. Do you want to change your name?
-Of course not!

16. How many children do you want to have?
-Four.

17. Would you kiss any of your Facebook friends?
-On the cheek, why not?

18. Who are the best huggers that you know?
-Me. Haha!

19. List three favorite colours/shades.
-Blue, purple, black.

20. Have you ever fallen in love?
-I wouldn't call that love.

21. How did you get your worst scar?
-I was very prone to falling, even while walking, when I was younger.

22. Do you like cats?
-No preference.

23. Do you love anyone?
-Not really.

24. What do you hope to get on your birthday?
-The things that I want most are the ones that no one can give me.

25. Did you plan any trip for your next holiday?
-It's already holiday now. Australia.

26. What do you usually do during the day?
-Facebook, music, sleep.

27. Do you hate anyone that you know right now?
-Nope.

28. Is anyone jealous of you?
-How would I know, eh?

29. Favourite pair of shoes you wear all the time?
-My flip-flops from Crocs.

30. Last song listened to?
-明明白白我的心 by Jackie Chan and Sarah Chen

31. Who's the last person you talked to on the phone?
-Dad.

32. What is your favorite number?
-How coincidental, it's 32.

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Look, I have trouble expressing myself with words so if I can't do it in a language, I can't do it in any language! I really dislike it when I say I am having trouble expressing myself in this particular situation and then some idiots ask me to switch to another language. Man, if I could do it in another language, I would just stuff the words right in without needing you to tell me. I guess these people have no trouble at all expressing themselves with words, ever. Bah! How did that even get there? That was totally random. Oh, I am going crazy.

Just back from Physics' tuition and feeling quite worn out now. Went to Ah Sok's house at noon today and sat at the living hall for about ten minutes before Ah Qun finally arrived. We wanted to do Ah Qun's nails to prepare for her uncle's wedding but when she arrived, she already had nail polish on but my guess is that it was there for some weeks already because the sides were already starting to wear off. The main problem? We didn't have any nail polish remover with us and started panicking a little. Thanks to Ah Sok's mother, the problem was solved as she went out and bought a small bottle of nail polish remover for Ah Qun.

So we took some time removing the worn out nail polish from Ah Qun's nails, well actually it was only Ah Qun and me. And then I painted her nails a nice shade of purple. Ah Qun kept on saying that I am 'ham sap' which means horny in Cantonese but apparently, that meant crazy to her. She was just complimenting me in her own way but when you are applying nail polish and someone keeps saying that you are 'ham sap', don't you think it is weird? And that was precisely what I felt but I just ignored her. Haha! I then proceeded to stick the nail stickers and finished it with a top coat. Near the end of the process, we were rushing a bit as it was already time for our Biology tuition. That Ah Qun was really like a little girl; you should have seen her expression after getting her nails done. We were slightly late for our class and our tutor even teased us, saying that if we went missing from somewhere, we could easily be found at Aeon Bukit Tinggi 2.

Watched some interesting videos at Biology tuition and then Ah Sok and I had our meal at some place called 'Hailam Kopitiam' if I am not wrong. We were trying to pass the time by eating slowly and trying to chat for as long as possible. After about one hour, we gave up as Ah Sok is not much of a chatter and I don't feel like lingering any longer at that place. So we walked to Giant and were so bored that we started to study stuffs at the supermarket. After we walked around the whole place, which was like one hour and half later, we decided to go to the tuition centre where our Physics class is held, forty-five minutes earlier. We entered the centre and saw Ah Mei, who was there early because she had forgotten and thought class starts at 7.30pm. We chatted a little and then went to the classroom.

I was feeling really sleepy so the entire class was kind of lengthy to me. By the time class ended, I was glad to leave the centre and head back to home. Oh well, that's what I ended up doing; blogging. Hope you enjoyed this post. Blah, nitenite!
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I have been watching movies of dance continuously for the past two days and while waiting for the other three movies to load, I'll just ease my urge to dance. Off to dancing now, see ya!
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If I were to start rambling about my agony during the period of two days without access to the internet, it'll probably never end, at least not in the near few years. The computer just got fixed like about half an hour ago. I am really thankful to Chong Wei, computer technician for having fixed my computer. Recently my computer has this tendency to restart itself all out of a sudden. Although it is very annoying especially if I were in the middle of some work and I haven't saved it yet, I ignored all that and just continued using the computer as it is. Then one morning, I woke up as usual, took my shower and rested myself in front of the computer, facebook-ing, if you will. The computer was still alright at that time. Then I went to school and when I came back, the computer wouldn't start. Again, this is kind of like the norm so I just switched it off, took my shower and took a short nap before coming back to it again.

Guess what? The CPU, the mouse, the keyboard, the printer, the scanner, the everything were all working, EXCEPT the monitor. Usually when starting up the computer, the small LED light on the monitor will blink a yellow light but this time, it blinked red, which indicates that it is in power-saving mode. I heard this sound from the CPU that is usually there when the computer starts but then there was nothing on the monitor! Blank, all black! I panicked for a while and then tried to fix it by fooling around with the wires and everything but my efforts proved to be futile as the monitor still did not show any signs of becoming back to normal.

I had to wait for two days because the technician wasn't free to come. I had to admit that I am spending a little too much time on the internet, God knows doing what. I started saying crazy stuffs that has no meaning, walking around aimlessly in the house and having mood swings. I played the piano so much that I have never felt so sick of it than I do now and when I sat down to watch the television, I was reminded again and again by why I don't like to watch the television in the first place. Man, it was only two days and I was already on the verge of becoming crazy and aimless. Would you dare imagine what would have happened if it were to go on longer? The only time I can be sane while not using the computer for about a week is when I go travel.

Back to the computer, after the technician fixed the computer, he stood there and said 'Ok'. And at this point, I was having a very rapid and intense debate within myself; what language to speak to him. Even though he was here for already God-knows-how-many-years, this was the first time that I had to speak to him. Previously it was all my brothers' job and then it went on to become one of my cousin sister's but now it was me. Too bad! Well anyway, I figured that English would make me sound snobbish, Mandarin a little weird and Cantonese is absolutely a no-no as this is not KL so I opted for Hokkien, the same language that my brothers used to speak to him. It turned out alright, so I guess any future conversations, should I have with him, will be in Hokkien too.

Right, after that, I asked him how much was the fee. He looked shocked and just said that it was not necessary. I don't know about you, but I certainly wouldn't have let him out of the house without accepting anything from me. So I asked him to wait for a moment while I took some cash to give him. I returned to him with the money in my hands and I just gave it to him but he refused to accept it. Well, what can I do if not to insist and shove the money to him? In the end he gave up and accepted it. Then, I sent him right up to the front door and thanked him before he left. Nice man he is, and if I am not wrong, I think he was a classmate of my brother.

This post is dedicated entirely to Chong Wei, thank you so very much, really. I have said so much but let us just hope that he doesn't happen to stumble upon this post or I'll be pretty much embarrassed. Alright, I guess I'd better be going. Will be updating more, hopefully, in the days to come. Cheers!
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Today went quite good for me although I spent the first half of my day wondering what to do. Then I went for choir practice and had dinner with choir mates. Shared some really lame jokes and laughter, as the usuals. Right...but today is a very very very special day, because it's all dedicated to my eldest brother. It's his birthday today and I couldn't call him because of some reasons that I have yet to figure out but here I'd like to wish him a 'Happy Birthday'!!!!!!!!! Love you to the max!!!!!! If only you were here....how I wish I could smother you with hugs and kisses!!!!!!! Happy birthday!!!!!!!!!!!
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Wee! Had an outing today with Qun Yuan and Sok Yin, affectionately referred as Ah Qun and Ah Sok. It wasn't necessarily an exceptionally interesting outing but yes, we did have our share of laughs. Walked around for a bit and as usual, delighted our palates with some delicacies. We managed to get hold of a top and two semi-formal dresses. Ah Sok got the top while Ah Qun and I both got a dress. We also went to Ah Mei's house for a short session of steamboat. Thanks for that!

Had quite a lot to eat today and no doubt, when I got back, my jeans were quite tight. Well, that's that. My feet are aching like crazy now but these days I just kept on having the urge to dance. I seriously have no idea as to why is this happening. Maybe it's the love, maybe it's the passion, maybe it's just DANCE! I am slowly realising that life is short, and I really don't have much time. So, I just want to dance and sing with all my might while I still can. I don't want to look back and one day regret the things that I did not do.

I frequently get into this mode and then I feel like I have a really old soul and that's the time when out of nowhere, I will have wise sayings in myself. I guess I can really appreciate this part of me as more often that not, it helps me to see things in a totally different point of view. I have just realised that writing seeps me out of my energy and I can actually feel some major difference in my energy level after writing. Maybe it's all that thinking and imagining. Anyway, I guess I have said enough for the time. Have a good night, dear readers.
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